Happy Birthday Baby Boy
It was your arrival into this world 28 years ago that gave me my official title of Mama.
It was a job that I been preparing for since I was a little girl.
As far back as I can remember, all I wanted to be was a mama.
Your dad was a little shocked when I announced I wanted to start a family so soon after we married but you know me, my mind was made up and I was ready to make my dream come true. I knew God had heard my prayers and had a very special soul chosen just for me.
You were a very unique and special 1st Anniversary gift and you continued to be unique and special all of your life.
The 27 years we shared together went way too quick and it was just not enough for me. I pray daily that God will reveal to me a small portion of understanding. I know you had so much to offer this world but I have to trust that God has a grander plan and you are a part of that plan.
Jenny and I have a day planned with Camden. We are going to take him to Build a Bear to make a special birthday bear for you and then he wants to make you a cake.
We will be releasing 28 balloons and messages around 7:00pm in honor of your Birthday.
I will post pictures and tell you all about it, even though I know you will already know.
Happy Birthday Baby... Your mama loves and misses you more than I can put into words.
It was your arrival into this world 28 years ago that gave me my official title of Mama.
It was a job that I been preparing for since I was a little girl.
As far back as I can remember, all I wanted to be was a mama.
Your dad was a little shocked when I announced I wanted to start a family so soon after we married but you know me, my mind was made up and I was ready to make my dream come true. I knew God had heard my prayers and had a very special soul chosen just for me.
You were a very unique and special 1st Anniversary gift and you continued to be unique and special all of your life.
The 27 years we shared together went way too quick and it was just not enough for me. I pray daily that God will reveal to me a small portion of understanding. I know you had so much to offer this world but I have to trust that God has a grander plan and you are a part of that plan.
This is an extremely hard day for me. Without God, our family and my support system I couldn't do it on my own. I have so many thoughts and feelings I want to share with you but I will do that later. I am not going to put a damper on this very special day. Your Special Day, My Special Day.
Jenny and I have a day planned with Camden. We are going to take him to Build a Bear to make a special birthday bear for you and then he wants to make you a cake.
We will be releasing 28 balloons and messages around 7:00pm in honor of your Birthday.
I will post pictures and tell you all about it, even though I know you will already know.
Happy Birthday Baby... Your mama loves and misses you more than I can put into words.
UPDATE:
Here is the cake Camden made for you
Here are your 28 balloons and a few extras for good measure
ps...I miss you
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on Monday, August 04, 2008
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Justin Carter
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