Justin, I am missing you so much

If The Truth Were Known

The mask I wear, helps me through the day
when asked, I'm just fine I say.
When the truth is just the opposite
I can hardly find my way

No one knows the pain
That’s hidden behind these eyes
No one sees the tears that are buried deep inside
Only God can heal my broken heart that continually cries

I’ve heard the words over and over again
The famous quote "Time will always heal"
How I wish those words were actually true,
But as for me, the pain is still as real.

It feels like yesterday when I heard those awful words
I’m sorry, Mrs. Whitaker, We could not save your son
In that very moment my life forever changed
I will never be the same again, this I know is true

The pain in my heart grows deeper each day
My heart is forever broken
With the emptiness of loss no one really knows.
And the answer to my questions that are never spoken.

Oh, the lies I have told!
I am just fine; I say
When if the truth was known
I cannot find my way.

PS..I Love You...